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Thursday, September 22, 2011
Monday, July 25, 2011
Music can sometimes evoke
Take it Slow- Jaii Reynolds
All I have been thinking about lately is sex with the next person to capture my mind and take over my thoughts. It's been a very long time since I was truly into the person I had sex with. For almost two years it's been strictly about the nut for me. And because of that I have been abstaining, a month in so far and I have been masturbating like every other night. Oh, how I do miss having my legs wrapped around a body, smelling the nook of a neck...sigh.
15 Minutes- Jamie Foxx
Really iTunes? Someone I used to know said she needed a strong 15! I always say I need 30 minutes but truthfully when it's that damn good I lose sense of time and 15 minutes can feel like an hour. When it's that passionate, intense, you're emotionally connected, and the anticipation and excitement is there 5 minutes felt like 15. But after I realized it was ALWAYS over so quickly, I started to go into it only trying to get my nut before he got his. Sometimes those three minutes were the most intense three minutes of my life tho. My legs would tremble and I would have came a few times, mostly from the 20 minutes of oral/clitoral stimulation. I also do not understand why dudes wear magnums, the creator of magnums needs to come out with a size between the regular trojan and the magnum. Maybe then dudes will wear the right size lol. #Nkneewaydoe
I Choose- India Arie
"I am my mother and father's child but I am NOT their choices". My parents made certain choices and that led them to where they are and I am making different choices so that I can be in different circumstances than they are. I am making a better life for myself and any children that I parent. I CHOOSE TO BE THE BEST THAT I CAN BE #TheEnd
Far Away- Marsha Ambrosius
The lost that I experience are here in these lyrics. Every lost is the same yet unique...I love this song and the video is beautifully tragic. I wonder why she feels it would be different if the person could hear her, I always feel like it wouldn't matter...I miss you and it doesn't matter whether you know or hear it.
Rolling Hills- Jill Scott
This is such a feel good song for my vagina! I have been so vag-conscious lately. I would shave and get razor bumps and ingrown hairs so I started getting waxed hoping that would decrease and it finally has. Every wax my vag looks prettier and prettier. I see less scars from the razor bumps and ingrown hairs. #TeamWaxYourVagina the most uncomfortable shit you can willingly put you AND your vagina through
Will You Still Love Me- Amy Winehouse
Pivotal question that every person at their insecure moment asks their love one. Some people's insecure moment is like forever and others is just that, a moment. A small window of time when they need the reassurance that you are who you say you are and that person that you say you are is the person that will sing the song of their heart now that they have forgotten :).
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Sunday, July 17, 2011
More Recent Pictures of ME
Trying something new with my hair, I pent it back and curled it
Bare: just some eyeliner, mascara, and tinted lip gloss
The White Party
A FULL face of makeup :) I can dig it!
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Friday, May 27, 2011
Dinah in Color
Last weekend I attended Dinah in Color presented by Lucy and Gail (an older Black Lesbian couple). I met some amazing women! All great shades and types of lesbians; Older with so much to offer me and in turn, I, the youngest one in attendance had so much to offer them. We shared laughs, stories, relationships woes, and dances. I taught them the Ballroom Hustle and they embarked on very unfamiliar territory with me- horseback riding and attending alone. I was scared yet excited and was perceived ass bold and confident. It was a great feeling to be respected and well received by people in the LGBTQ community. Other than my friends, I had never had such an experience whether it pertained to my orientation, race, or etc. I'm always fighting to be heard, seen, respected, and for once it felt great to just be me and let my spirit shine. We all exchanged information, some have made contact and as for the others they are on my to do list for after my writing session. It was the most fun I have had in a long while. I plan to attend next year, with or with out my friends :). It was just the mini vaca I needed to gain some clarity and dedicate myself to my passions.
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Saturday, May 14, 2011
Sunday, April 17, 2011
My Natural Hair Journey...
This is my hair in its transitioning phase. Next month I am going to try a 2 strand twist! Wish me luck :) 
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Saturday, April 2, 2011
The Month of March Recap
I went home for Spring Break and it was RECKLESS to say the least. I lost both pairs of my new earrings, I broke the heel of my new shoes, I got my boobs sucked in a club (and outside), I made out in front of my family, I spent the night with my ex girlfriend (nothing happened except in my mind), I saw a chick squirt in person and I barely slept! I did spend a lot of quality time with my little cousins and my nieces. We got our nails done, went to Chuckie Cheese, and went to church. I love those little girls to pieces. I gave my youngest cousin Layla (age four) a necklace that my ex gave to me. I was going to pawn it for the couple hundred he paid for it but she wanted a necklace and luckily I wanted to no longer possess that one. The charm read "I <3 U" and she loved it. I know she will probably lose it if she hasn't already but to see her smile light up and wear it everyday melted my heart.
I mentioned seeing my ex girlfriend. Well I went to visit my mentors from undergrad and that night I hung out with her and her friends. Just like old times (for me at least) that lingering "I don't want the night to end" feeling was there and I stayed the night in her room. We talk often now and I like it, I feel like we are both at place where we could be friends again like we always said. The next day I left Mount Pleasant and went to Western to visit my boo Quinetta for a few hours. She took Abu and I out for an late lunch/early dinner! We cackled and then departed back to Detroit so that I could make it to my auntie's Pure Romance party. The party was cool but the strippers who came after were super low budget and might I say reckless. They were in a room full of Lesbian and Bi women and they truly started to fuck one another. There was like maybe 5 minutes of stripping and the rest was a real life low budget porno smh. The finale was of this one chick making herself squirt...very interesting first time experience with strippers for me.
Then I came home and it was back to my boring life as a student, Child Behavior Specialist, Public Service Intern, and Project Manager of a research project. Back to the books and my kiddos (at work). I look forward to what April and the rest of the year brings :).
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